urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:amazonfirefight amazonfirefight amazonfirefight 2006-10-17T19:56:42Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:amazonfirefight:5273 2006-10-17T19:31:25Z 2006-10-17T19:56:42Z Light is fading. Consume me fully.<br />Shield my eyes from the horror.<br />Give me strength to accept your gift.<br />Cease my heart with your delicate wrist.<br /><br />Growing numb, I learn to accept.<br /><br />Growing numb, I learn to accept.<br /><br />Your crushing weight causes a smile.<br />Til the deafening silence causes panic.<br />Screaming. I kneel before your throne.<br />Sinking further. Perfectly alone. <br /><br />Im waiting for your arms to take me in. <br />Bring me to where I long to be.<br />Take me as yours, I'm at your mercy.<br />Calm me with your soothing voice.<br />Ease me with your gentle caress.<br />Bless me with your embrace.<br />Instill me with your wisdom.<br />Bury me with your favored ones.<br /><br />Forever sleeping in your arms. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:amazonfirefight:3089 2006-08-16T16:21:35Z 2006-08-16T16:21:35Z When it comes to true friendship the word 'distance' is meaningless. I almost forgot that I am capable of forgetting. So if thats what needs to be done, then it shall be done. <br />I will not live in the past, the past can live itself out through me when I am willing to allow it. Until then, the past is in the past and can easily be forgotten. All too often I've been living in the past and focusing on the future. I lost all concept of now. Now is what matters. There is no future without first having a now. Anything prior to the now is obsolete and is nothing more than a diversion to steal away the now. The future is yet another diversion trying to steal away the now with promises that may or may not be fulfilled. <br />Gamble away the now and you're missing the point. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:amazonfirefight:2973 2006-07-26T13:43:29Z 2006-07-26T13:43:29Z Neverending nightmare.<br />Suicidal violence.<br />Forcefed a promise<br />Of unreachable dreams.<br />We're all walking corpses<br />In different stages of death.<br />I'm stalking my dreams<br />Hoping for one last breath.<br />And I can see it coming<br />No stopping it now.<br />One final submission<br />One final vow...<br />And everything is lost.<br />We are terminally ill.<br />Bodies void of life.<br />Existing only to kill.<br />Destroying everything<br />in their way.<br />Searching for a dream.<br />Or a reason to stay.<br />It's all so hopless<br />We've been led astray.<br />It's kill or be killed<br />It's the end of days.<br />I will not fade away. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:amazonfirefight:2777 2006-07-24T14:14:19Z 2006-07-24T14:14:19Z Watching from windows<br />As you walk away<br />Your back towards me<br />You can't see my face.<br />This life, this horror.<br />The crushing weight of reality.<br />Everything I ever aim for<br />Is everything I'll never be.<br />A failure from the start<br />I'm A failure in the end.<br />Promises of a change;<br />Are nothing short of pretend.<br />If only you could see...<br />If only I could believe...<br />We could prevent All this misery.<br />I'll never be your hero.<br />So dream of being saved.<br />Cuz I'm blind with finding<br />A life less plagued.<br />I could see things your way<br />But you'd never see them mine.<br />Humans aren't granted wings<br />We are not meant to fly.<br />Dreamers always dream.<br />But when dreams come true<br />You lose touch with reality.<br />All hell breaks loose. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:amazonfirefight:2541 2006-07-17T14:23:21Z 2006-07-17T14:23:21Z were all alive.<br />even after death we live on.<br />in the mind and in the heart<br />the memories remain strong.<br />the little that you know<br />has opened up my eyes.<br />i cant believe how i used to be.<br />took for granted this life.<br />everything changes<br />from time to time<br />and everydays another chance<br />to open up your eyes.<br />never again will i fall.<br />or take another step back.<br />im sure of where i step.<br />this is my counter attack.<br />i owe you so much.<br />everything youve said<br />everything youve done<br />lets me be one step ahead.<br />my eyes are open.