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Light is fading. Consume me fully.
Shield my eyes from the horror.
Give me strength to accept your gift.
Cease my heart with your delicate wrist.

Growing numb, I learn to accept.

Growing numb, I learn to accept.

Your crushing weight causes a smile.
Til the deafening silence causes panic.
Screaming. I kneel before your throne.
Sinking further. Perfectly alone.

Im waiting for your arms to take me in.
Bring me to where I long to be.
Take me as yours, I'm at your mercy.
Calm me with your soothing voice.
Ease me with your gentle caress.
Bless me with your embrace.
Instill me with your wisdom.
Bury me with your favored ones.

Forever sleeping in your arms.

When it comes to true friendship the word 'distance' is meaningless. I almost forgot that I am capable of forgetting. So if thats what needs to be done, then it shall be done.
I will not live in the past, the past can live itself out through me when I am willing to allow it. Until then, the past is in the past and can easily be forgotten. All too often I've been living in the past and focusing on the future. I lost all concept of now. Now is what matters. There is no future without first having a now. Anything prior to the now is obsolete and is nothing more than a diversion to steal away the now. The future is yet another diversion trying to steal away the now with promises that may or may not be fulfilled.
Gamble away the now and you're missing the point.

Neverending nightmare.
Suicidal violence.
Forcefed a promise
Of unreachable dreams.
We're all walking corpses
In different stages of death.
I'm stalking my dreams
Hoping for one last breath.
And I can see it coming
No stopping it now.
One final submission
One final vow...
And everything is lost.
We are terminally ill.
Bodies void of life.
Existing only to kill.
Destroying everything
in their way.
Searching for a dream.
Or a reason to stay.
It's all so hopless
We've been led astray.
It's kill or be killed
It's the end of days.
I will not fade away.

Watching from windows
As you walk away
Your back towards me
You can't see my face.
This life, this horror.
The crushing weight of reality.
Everything I ever aim for
Is everything I'll never be.
A failure from the start
I'm A failure in the end.
Promises of a change;
Are nothing short of pretend.
If only you could see...
If only I could believe...
We could prevent All this misery.
I'll never be your hero.
So dream of being saved.
Cuz I'm blind with finding
A life less plagued.
I could see things your way
But you'd never see them mine.
Humans aren't granted wings
We are not meant to fly.
Dreamers always dream.
But when dreams come true
You lose touch with reality.
All hell breaks loose.

were all alive.
even after death we live on.
in the mind and in the heart
the memories remain strong.
the little that you know
has opened up my eyes.
i cant believe how i used to be.
took for granted this life.
everything changes
from time to time
and everydays another chance
to open up your eyes.
never again will i fall.
or take another step back.
im sure of where i step.
this is my counter attack.
i owe you so much.
everything youve said
everything youve done
lets me be one step ahead.
my eyes are open.